i changed my LJ. :)

maybe the problem lies with me.

i cant believe myself... WHYYY did i have to read that book and fall asleep 10 minutes after?! and it wasn't a very short nap either.. =.= WHERE DID MY AFTERNOON AND EVENING GO????

damned mood swings. =.=

my parents are overseas :D sigh

random thought... tanya chua's voice reminds me of colbie calliat... o_O

i hope i've gotten out of that phase.. i hope. i hope. i hope. >< it's so unpredictable... gosh.

The cure-Jordin Sparks
Oooh,yeah
ooooh
uh,yeah
Hush Little Baby, Don't You Cry
Yeah, I Know She Hurt You
But It Ain't The End Of Your Life

Cause I'm Right Here Waiting
With Open Arms
I Know You Might Feel Shattered
But Love Should Never Bring You Home

So Consider This The Moment
as defining who you are
And I Can Fix What's Broken
And Here's How I'll Start

Just Come With Your Heart
And Leave The Press To Me
And I Promise I Will Be
And I'll Be Your Cure
Show Me Where It Hurts
And I Know That I Can Be
The Medicine You Need
Baby, I'll Be Your Cure
Your Cure

Yeah,Yeah,Yeah

I Can See She Left You
With You Heart Wide Open
But I Can Be Your Shelter
When The Wind Starts Blowin
So Don't Be Afraid
Of What's In Front Of You
Cause I Know I'm Strong Enough
To Carry Us Through

So Consider This The Moment
as defining who you are
And I Can Fix What's Broken
And Here's How I'll Start

Just Come With Your Heart
And Leave The Press To Me
And I Promise I Will Be
And I'll Be Your Cure
Show Me Where It Hurts
And I Know That I Can Be
The Medicine You Need
And I'll Be Your Cure
(I'll Be The Cure)
And I'll Be Your Cure
(I'll Be The Cure)

I'll Be Your Healer
In My Shinning Armor
Just Let Me Protect You
That's What I'm Here For
My Love Is A Healer
If You Let Me Near
Reach Out And Touch Me
Just Let Me Restore

Just Come With Your Heart
And Leave The Press To Me
And I Promise I Will Be
And I'll Be Your Cure
Show Me Where It Hurts
And I Know That I Can Be
The Medicine You Need
And I'll Be Your Cure

Just Come With Your Heart
And Leave The Press To Me
And I Promise I Will Be
And I'll Be Your Cure
Show Me Where It Hurts
And I Know That I Can Be
The Medicine You Need
And I'll Be Your Cure
(I'll Be The Cure)
I'll Be Your Cure Yeah Yeah
(I'll Be The Cure)
My Love Is Strong Enough
(I'll Be The Cure)
Whenever You Call Yeah
(I'll Be The Cure)
I Am The Cure

I am sorry i lost my temper today.. i was being so a.p (attitude problem-ish) the whole day =,=

i bought jordin sparks album today! finallyyyyy. =.= haha! listening to track 3 now.. "don't let it go to your head" it's nice.. haha! the beats are like quite similar.. o,o "tribal" LOL. reminds me of cave-people... haha...  but 1 thing i dont like about it is that her voice is so over produced in some tracks.. JORDIN DOESNT NEED IT! HER VOICE IS FINE EVEN WITHOUT THE STUPID AUDIO MACHINES. in fact, its even better.. =,= haha. but nonetheless, the album is good xD i like "no parade" too! xD ok, i think she's my favourite female singer along with Natasha Bedingfield. xD It used to be Kelly Clarkson though.. but its like i went to youtube some of her recent live performances and she just lost it i guess.. she even had to set the pitch lower for some songs.. =,= which made the songs sound reallll weird. lol ok, a little bit more weird la. xD oh oh, -i know i'm just rambling randomly (alliteration! :D)- S.O.S (let the music play) reminds me of a can-sing-version-of-britney-spears. o,o i dont know why... maybe its cuz of the "eh(s) eh(s) eh(s) eh(S) S.O.S" that part is annoying.. haha... maybe it'll grow on my or something like the "eh eh eh" part of A little too not over you xD haha!

so anyways, i was feeling a little down and frustrated so i went for a walk around the river near my home... never realized how nice it looked! :D:D maybe its cuz today's the first time i wandered that far away from my neighbourhood. -,- the whole river was like shimmering :D cuz i went there at about 5+ to 6+? yea so it kinda made me think about stuff i guess. and i reflected on my ridiculous attitude today. -,- snobbish. annoying. irritating. moody. gosh. sorry for ppl who have to tolerate it.  (no parade is playing now :D its an awesome song to emo to without making you feel suicidal. unlike 'untitled'.. o,o its one of my favourite tracks on the album)

OMG LUCKY AMANDA'S IN MY LIFE O: OR WE WOULD'VE LIKE GOTTEN A 0 FOR GROUP COMPONENT (BIO PT)

Ankita(: says:
 the greatest gift for me is to have all of you as my friends

omg, so cheesy. but sweet. xD

it's like a knot in your life... sometimes the more you fiddle with it, the worse it gets. at times like these, i wish i could run away

I am becoming a freak.
..and have my soul escape this body for a moment to get away from it all. i'll be a wandering soul, but free from the troubles of the world. i don't see the point in doing this.. everything seems so pointless when it all amounts to nothing in the end. gosh, i hate emotions. they just complicate your life. I shall remain forever invisible.

Jesus take the wheel
She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
she was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on

Ooh, Jesus take the wheel
Ooh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Ooh, take it, take it from me
Ooh ooh wah ah ooh ooh ooh

I LOVE HOW FRIENDS CAN MAKE YOU SMILE EVEN WHEN YOU'RE FEELING SUPER MOODY. :DDDD

first day of school wasn't that bad! xD in fact, i kinda prefer it to the hols... =XX

i'm bored.

this. is. awesome.

i watched a horror movie in a theatre for the very first time in my life today O:

went out together with hengy today xDxD and she draggedddd me to watch DRAG ME TO HELL with her... (or more like forced me) soo scary! my legs and hands were like ice cold after the move luh. i reached great world city at about 1.25pm and we got the movie started at 1.40pm.. =.= so we sneaked burger king inside the theatre.. xP stupid hengy keeps laughing at the advertisements. =.= haha and  so i laughed at her. the ppl in the theatre probably thought we were some psycho freaks... actually nvm lah, i think we didnt embarrass ourselves much, considering that there were only 6 other ppl in there. lol. and that this guy shouted "WALAOO EHHHHH" at one of the frightening scenes. after the first 4 minutes of the movie, i decided that it was more than i can handle and so i went to the toilet (just in case i pee in my pants or something..o,o) and turned my mp3 on full blast. stupid hengy keeps pestering me to remove my earphones. but i kept them on for the rest of the movie >< occasionally pausing the music during the quieter scenes. hengy keeps laughing at my reaction to the scary parts. =.= i think i screamed a few times only. :D -accomplishment- xD i was the only one screaming but the loud noise probably drained my voice xD and whenever i stare at hengy (mainly cuz i didnt wana look at the screen and i couldnt fix my eyes elsewhere) she's giving the =.= stone at the screen... o.o haha.  but i kinda got the storyline lah, wasn't that hard to grasp. the story had an interesting (but somewhat predictable) twist towards the ending. after that hengy went to get some chicken pie for tomorrow's breakfast and some ice-cream. lol... so we sat and talk about random stuff. lol so fun :D:D i think i'm broke alrd.

i'm probably gonna get like last tomorrow but i dont care.